Why do i always feel the need to blog when i feel nostalgic

i didn't really feel like blogging these past few days even when something had happened over the weekend but today after listening and singing my lungs out to "Against All Odds" by Phil Collins (one of my fav songs only i didn't know the title and the singer until now :P) did i reliased that i am feeling a bit lonely. not that i don't have friends but i miss the special moments you share with someone u adore. i miss just cuddling next to each other in front of the tv. i miss the thousands of calls with the same question over and over again, "Where r you now?" i miss the privilege of being able to kiss someone anytime well nearly anytime u want. i miss the spur of moment instance when you suddenly feel the need to see her and u just go to her house and take her for an aimless drive around the block. i miss those moments. so here's Phil Collins and Adrian singing "Against All Odds"


How can I just let you walk away, Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me, When all I can do is Watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, 'Cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now, 'Cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me
Is against all odds and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around, Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you, So many reasons why
You're the only one Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, 'Cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now, 'Cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, Well that's all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, 'Cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take, oh, oho

(ends with me and Phil taking a bow under the rain of undergarments thrown by thousands of hot models cos this so happens to be the launch of Playboy in Malaysia!)