COLD.......

i just got back to my room. so cooollldddd..... went out for a quick cycle with my friends and then a lady from Malaysia came out from no where and started talking to me. she gone on and on and then finally when it got really cold she said goodbye. that was after 30 mins of standing out in the cold. u might be thinking why should a young and athletic guy like me complain while a 40 year old lady's not, well thats because you didn't know she was wearing a thick furry coat while i, thinking i was only going to cycle around for 10 mins, was wearing a thin shirt and slacks!! omg i'm still shivering....

New Goals

life is now less boring as i having new goals besides getting a degree. i am now working out at the gym and hope to at least gain some mass before going home. the motivation behind this is because everybody say that i'm too skinny. so i have been putting in the hours at the gym and drinking those weight gain drinks and eating a lot more. this is going to sound disgusting but i notice that i shit more than when i was in Malaysia... hehe.... the last time i weighed myself i was 57.7kg so i hope to be 65kg by the end of the year and that there would be more shape in my arms. my friends and i have also bought a hub so that we can play games through LAN. we tried it out last night and it was a lot of fun. however been quite busy with assignments... luckly the PR assignment is over... torture i tell u... tomorrow have 2 news article to pass up... ok better go do it.

Tired to the bone

I'm feeling drained right now... maybe the pressure and stress is getting to me a little. I have been at the laptop doing my group assignment for over 11 hours over the past 3 days. its always frustrating when u have to do a the job of two person or more because its the particular group member is too busy going out dating and i'm stuck here with u. sigh... luckly life is not so boring now that i have found some good buddies to hang out with. been going to the gym every alternate day to get myself in shape... ppl especially my gf always say i'm so skinny. i think i should go to sleep soon... if not i won't be able to get up tomorrow morning. the mornings are the worst. its so cold that u just wanna hide under the covers and sleep. but then ur mind tells u that u're going to be late if u go back to sleep. most of the time my mind wins but this morning my body won the fight and i over slept for 30 mins. i think i am mentally exhausted. really don't feel like doing any work now, just procastinating... wasting precious secs away... time never stops... i feel old... have u ever felt like the good days will never come again? like u don't know what u r getting up in the morning for anymore... watched a film today called "Run Lola Run". Its about the choices u make in life which will affect the the way ur life turns out. have u ever wondered how your life would turn out if you studied a little harder and got that scholarship? or stuck to a relationship and not have given up on it so easily? or... sigh... life is all about choices... a handful of people will tell u that they r satisified with their life but most people will say that if given a chance they would want to go back in time and change something. Most people have regrets in life and i have quite a number. this is what happens to u if u take FTV 111, after analyzing and writing so many papers on films that they make u see every week, u start doing it to every film that u watch... sigh... gotta stop procrastinating and get back to my work... this entry is getting way to long...

The Day The Messenger Stopped Working

the bloody messenger stopped working! yahoo, msn and icq... all cannot work. i'm 99% sure its because of the server. how can they do this? how r they expecting us to communicate with our family and friends back home? thru email? it will take days before a conversation can finish!! sudden;y i feel like i'm all alone trapped by four walls of cement. before i had an escape where i could meet with my loved ones through messenger and now... its like being stranded on a deserted island with a handphone which u can call back and talk. then suddenly the handphone just goes dead. no warning at all... something like my old handphone which indicates full bar and then after a call the batt goes dead. its so frustrating... hope it comes back soon. u never realize something is important until u lose it.