Tired to the bone

I'm feeling drained right now... maybe the pressure and stress is getting to me a little. I have been at the laptop doing my group assignment for over 11 hours over the past 3 days. its always frustrating when u have to do a the job of two person or more because its the particular group member is too busy going out dating and i'm stuck here with u. sigh... luckly life is not so boring now that i have found some good buddies to hang out with. been going to the gym every alternate day to get myself in shape... ppl especially my gf always say i'm so skinny. i think i should go to sleep soon... if not i won't be able to get up tomorrow morning. the mornings are the worst. its so cold that u just wanna hide under the covers and sleep. but then ur mind tells u that u're going to be late if u go back to sleep. most of the time my mind wins but this morning my body won the fight and i over slept for 30 mins. i think i am mentally exhausted. really don't feel like doing any work now, just procastinating... wasting precious secs away... time never stops... i feel old... have u ever felt like the good days will never come again? like u don't know what u r getting up in the morning for anymore... watched a film today called "Run Lola Run". Its about the choices u make in life which will affect the the way ur life turns out. have u ever wondered how your life would turn out if you studied a little harder and got that scholarship? or stuck to a relationship and not have given up on it so easily? or... sigh... life is all about choices... a handful of people will tell u that they r satisified with their life but most people will say that if given a chance they would want to go back in time and change something. Most people have regrets in life and i have quite a number. this is what happens to u if u take FTV 111, after analyzing and writing so many papers on films that they make u see every week, u start doing it to every film that u watch... sigh... gotta stop procrastinating and get back to my work... this entry is getting way to long...