what the hell?!?!?

sigh...am i going crazy? i thought i was over her but when i stumbled ok maybe not stumbled into her friendster page and there was her picture with her new someone. funny cos when we were together i asked her why she didn't put our pic up and she said she was scared her cousin would see it... like what the hell? i'm bloody pissed off right now... hey i know u want to show off ur new bf to the whole world but could u have waited like for a month or even 1 week to do so... sigh... what happened to common decency... and she had the nerve to write me a testimonial which i have been begging her to do so since the start of the friendster craze. and its not even a decen testimonial, just some lines that look like 3 bears saying hope we can be friends or something like that. like yeah right. u know i used to be the one who say can we be friends after a break up but this time to hell with it. somehow this also makes me feel guilty. not towards her but towards another girl that i didn't well treat fairly when i rejected her. i think i know how she feels right now... really really pissed off. guess this is payback. seeing her pic makes me feel like getting back into the game but is that right to go after another just because my ex has a new guy? i'm sure its gonna be like a cycle and things will end up just like this relationship and someone will get hurt. hmm.... since i'm into the "life's like...." let me think of one for this situation. Life's like a wheel turning round and round. If you don't step on the brakes at the red light, it will just go on and u'll meet in an accident. do u get it? i sometimes don't get it myself...