its been awhile....

yup its been awhile... with a blink of an eye, i've been back in malaysia for 2 months and its great to be back. i've just ended my internship with Dynasty hotel and i have to say it was a great eye opener. well... i haven't been in a real working environment before so this experience really kinda opened my eyes to the realities of life. moving on with my ramblings... my love life has been pretty much like a dead fish. and i emphasize the word "Dead". i have come to realize that its pretty hard to meet girls in my current state which consist of staying at home, going out with my buddies and .... hmmm.... that's pretty much it.... sigh.... hmm... why do i always talk about girls.... hmm.... nothing wrong right? i'm a guy so i should talk about girls.... if not? talk about the injustice towards the palestinians? have u ever had experienced trying very had and finally succeeding in forgetting something painful and out of no where it bites u in the ass? well that's what happened to me today and it kinda made me depressed. there's this new chinese series on tv and the actress looked extremely like my not so recent ex. further more i was pretty cranky to begin with. and now i feel nostalgic... i miss being in a relationship but when i am in one i miss being single... people always want things that they don't have. its as simple as that. on a happier note, i have come to realise that i have good friends. actually i've known that for a long time. its great that coincidently we are all currently single and have time to hang out with each other whether its playing warcraft, basketball, swimming, computer shopping at lau yat or just hanging out. i'm pretty thankful for them. so here's to everybody who is a good friend to somebody.