Today was a good day

it started out wet and gloomy but it turned out to be the desired weather as i set up with a hundred or so ppl from erica to Rottnest. however as those who are consistant readers of my blog would know, the purpose of my blog is not to tell the events of the day but to express my feelings and emotions at a certain period of time. Right now i'm pretty undecided on a certain person whom i kinda like. we have been pretty close but not the kind which is close to being a couple yet. there is still a sense of shyness or as singaporeans like to put it, "pai seh" between us. I guess its probably because we've known each other for over a period of 2-3 weeks. at times i feel like i don't want to rush things and would prefer to adopt a wait and see strategy to this situation but at times i can be a bit too spontaneuos and impulsive. i get myself into awkward situations which will result in things being awkward and then u know what happens. for example before leaving malaysia, u could say i did an extremely impulsive thing whereby i gave a friend a thank you present which very easily could have been misunderstood and i think it might have. its made things awkward between me and my friend. i really wish i'd given a different present. anyway hope i don't screw up this time... cos... i think this time it could be great...