wish i had something to drink

i'm back in australia after 3 months of hanging out with my best buddies, playing basketball, working my ass off, goyang kaki at home and downloading new dramas. it was so back to normal that i didn't want it to end.... but... all good things come to an end... so here i am... back in my room of solitude with the adventures of clark kent in smallville for company. i have been listing down the things to do tomorrow and i don't think there will be enough hours. coming back here the second time i was less nervous but it has been replaced by stress and pressure. as it is the last sem, it will be time to find a job and the best possible situation is for me to find a freaking great job in a PR consultancy or in the hotel industry which will enable me to extend my visa allowing me to get my permanent residence. everything ends and begins this semester and i'm at a lost. Doubt sets in after much mulling over it and questions... many questions like How, When, Where pops up at every corner. life's unpredictable nature rears its ugly head again. i still am thirsty right now but i know that if i succumb to the temptation of the lone packet of orange juice sitting in the fridge i will be left with nothing else besides tap water until tomorrow night. and lets not forget what happenned the last time i drank Australian tap water.... shudder.... so here i am with my lips parched and tongue dry as the desert, waiting for a miracle to happen. but then again miracle doesn't happen if u just sit on ur butt and do nothing. thats what differentiates normal people from those who just seem to get everything their way. its down to intiative and thinking out of the box. so i'm gonna try thinking out of my head for a change and go drink my friend's water for a change. maybe then i'll get hepatitis.