found my spot again!

hmm.. i seem to have a knack of finding good dark spots in places for me to sit back and thing about my life. i dunno y i like sitting alone in the dark in the deafening silence. it just slows down time and lets me just stop thinking about things. gives me a place to relax. i think everybody needs a place like this to be themselves for a moment. i do believe the saying that people put on different masks in front of different people or situations. cos sometimes i feel like i'm not being myself. isn't that what life is about? finding one's self? and maybe finding the other part that completes you?