Life is full of surprises

oh boy... it has been a week or actually two weeks of surprises one after another. first the good news is that i got a casual job as a market researcher. the job description is calling random ppl to ask them survey questions. it was harder than expected and i had to accept over 500 rejections on my first day. amazing that i'm still excited to go back. well i haven't mentioned that the pay is quite good... but Australia is one of the countries that pays the highest wages in the world. another funny and surprising thing is that i kinda got rejected by a girl even before anything happened. hmmm.... that was pretty funny and sad for some reason... so moving on to the next suprise i got a message from my not so recent ex and it stirred up old feelings. i guess i will have to get used to it. i've also found my spot of solitude. its kinda like a place where you can go to just sit and stare into emptiness. before it was sitting on the tiles of my bathroom floor with the lights off and the shower on at full blast. now it is my dark closet. sitting on the floor with my legs curled up close to my chest. i will then vent my anger and frustration by punching the curtains of my closet. oh ya my closet has a curtain for a door. it is a place where i can find peace just like lying on a field shaded by tall trees with the sunlight bouncing off the pond beside me but only that it is more when i am in a negative mood whether it is depression, sadness, frustration or loneliness. i think i'm gonna sign off. if u need me i'll be in my closet.