Plan goes down the drain

dang i've been thinking of a plan and considered carrying it out today when the time was right. sadly... circumstances have changed and things that i didn't notice before, dawned upon me like how an apple fell on Isaac Newton and he discovered gravity. it was dissapointing as i have been thinking about it the whole week which resulted in multiple wakeups in the middle of the night and some interesting dreams. oh well so much for the plan... still sometimes i wonder whether i tend to give up on something too easily.